Friends and realisations.

It was my friend's pre-birthday celebrations today because her birthday is tomorrow and is spending it with her family so me and a few others went to Pizza Express at lunch and then spent the following free with her and a couple of my other closer friends. Lauren had a lesson last so I hung around with a couple of other friends for that time which was a lot of fun because we got to just talk about whatever and rant about lots which was awesome! We then went back to Lauren's house to hang out for a little while and the four of us squashed on to a sofa to watch Friends which was great. It was the first time that I've fully realised that I do have close friends at college and I'm so grateful for them because they're really fun to hang out with. I'm happy I've finally figured this out! 

Jess xx

Distance is a bitch sometimes

Some of you know that me and Simon broke up yesterday :(
It was pretty much mutual though so I'm weirdly not a crumpled crying mess on the floor. We're still friends so it's okay because it hasn't ended badly like my other relationships.
Basically, because we couldn't see each other enough, the relationship was putting unwanted and unneeded pressure on both of us, and was hurting us pointlessly. I really hate distance sometimes, I wish it was faster and cheaper to get to London :/ it would make life SO much easier.
It was just at a time where we're both too busy with school work to actually make it work, so we're just going to be friends for the moment. :)
But who knows what the future may bring! And as I'm a strong believer in fate and all of that stuff; if it's meant to be, it'll find a way of coming back to us eventually :)
Just thought you guys should know :)
Jess xx